This poster recasts the cover to Hofstadter's "Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid" Penguin Books, 1980. I thought the Mobius triangle would be a fitting way to convey the never-ending spiral of dynastic, in-house politics and symbolise the trinitarian extent of Bhuttoism, today. The PPP arrow might just as well be a bloodline, and a bloody one at that too. The Khaki shades reflect yet another presence in Pakistan's political history: that of the uniform, against whom democracy is sworn as "the best revenge", a vicious cycle all its own.
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While I agree broadly with the sentiment, I must ask - do you know what the price for Masoor ki daal is? And more importantly, does the change in it's price at all affect your life?
ReplyDeleteI don't mean to attack you, and the points you make are not only pertinent, but breathlessly eloquent. But they say nothing about your place in this dynamic. The PPP supporter is unmoored from you and I and BB, but unlike us BB offers a spiritual release to him. And that sounds absurd (and it is) but it's an insight into how politics run beyond our rational discourses, and more pertinently, that we have a much smaller positive impact on his life and a much greater detrimental one.
Thanks very much for your thought-provoking comment + the compliments. :)
ReplyDeleteYou're very right. I don't know the price of masoor ki daal. It's not of much consequence to me. That's a pointed observation.
However, perhaps I am vindicated in that I am not an office bearer nor am I ruling on a public mandate. I don't claim to be representing the people or facilitating provision for their 'roti, kapra aur makaan.'
Now that that's quite a cold & morally convenient argument. By that token, I can't be held accountable for my knowledge of masoor ki daal prices (or lack thereof).
Interestingly enough, my attitude is one of elitist remove itself: I can afford to say these things. I can afford a certain aesthetic distance by virtue of the economic immunity I enjoy. Your comment was instructive in that it reminded me how these affordances are value-laden themselves, and riven with disparity.
I would ask you, though, to reconsider the Post-Script to my piece. I feel it engages some aspect of your comment when it ends on a note of luxuriant (even passive) dissent. "An order of unrest" voices some of the contradictions you rightly point out, here. It's a conceit, and I mustn't think I'm above it. My counterparts and I are implicated in the politics of remove Pakistan has been subjugated to. I place my order, sit back, and drink to revolution. I demand revolution, but don't command it. I stir its promises in ice cubes and somewhere between the clink clank of dinner engagements and waxing lyrical on the merits of Faiz, I lose my potency.
As for my place in the dynamic, sometimes I feel like I have none, Karachi Khatmal. Just take the medium of this piece, for instance. Does English have a place in the wider dynamic of Pakistan at all? So often I have felt, the limits of my world are the limits of my language. And this couldn't hold more true for the English speaking of Pakistan. If you had read this in Punjabi or Urdu, would that perhaps have given it some place in the dynamic? What do you think?
Shaid meri daal mein bhee kuch kala hain. Kiya hum dekhain gay? Ya dekhtain hi rahay jain gay.
Thank you for engaging with this. :)
"As for my place in the dynamic, sometimes I feel like I have none..."
ReplyDeleteI think the last four years of blogging that I've been doing have been spent trying to figure this out. On one hand, our power and wealth make it obvious that we have an overwhelming role in the situation. On the other hand, we feel that our language, our beliefs, our mannerisms make it difficult for us to weigh in on the mainstream. Politics offers the easiest recourse, as everyone in Pakistan has an opinion on it.
I have been trying to give up on political discussion completely, unless it is thoughtful analysis (by the likes of umairjav, or fiverupees, or mosharrafzaidi and cyril almeida) because everything else reads like personal anguish and issues being delivered in political garb.
As i said about your last post, and this one, you are a stunning writer. For that alone, your place in any dynamic is assured. But even if you weren't, you are a human living in Pakistan, ergo no matter what your class, creed, language, whatever, you are part of it.
Politics need not be the only place for us to engage. I mean, if we must do so, by virtue of our education and power, we should do it honestly assessing our own role. Since that can get a bit tedious, I prefer to engage elsewhere - cricket, music, literature, pop culture, internet memes. There is a lot more to this country, and if people like you and me - the cool, affluent crowd - start appreciating things like Shaiby or Vital Signs or AwaisLovely or whatever, it helps create a sense of identity and belonging that all of us crave.